I don't know how to love him. what to do how to move him.
i'v been changed. yes. really changed. in these past few days,
when i've seen my self, i seem like some one else.
i don't know how to take this. i don't see why he moves me.
he's a man. he's just a man. and i've had so many men before in
very many ways he's just one more.
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should i bring him down? should i scream and shout?
should i speak of love let my feeling out? i never thought i'd
come to this. what's it all about?*
don't you think it's rather funny? i should be in this position?
i'm the one who's always been so calm so cool. no lover's fool
running every show he scares me so....
*repeat
yet if he said he loved me i'd be lost i'd be frightened i couldn't
cope. just couldn't cope i'd turn my head i'd back away. i wouldn't
want to know. he scares me.
so i want him so i love him so..