Spare me all of the truth you've found
Spare me the inevitable descent
Own life, own end
I have no reason to fear the bruises
When I hit the ground
I'll join this vitriolic enterprise
My voice may begin to shake
But I've got eyes
Feed the crowd, dare to try
And I still have to learn
What's worth running from
And I'm not strong enough
For the both of us
Beat your head against the wall enough
Can not be afraid to draw some blood
Careful now, calming down
My growing desperation to be slight
It'll be alright, it'll be alright
And this year is ripping me to shreds
But I am quietly building confidence
Alive and awake, with nothing left to build
Oh my love, my admission of guilt
My love, my loneliness
And I still have to learn
What's worth running from
And I'm not strong enough
For the both of us