Everybody says these are the best years
But every day I wish I was further from here
Everybody says you're so honest
But if you knew the truth, I don't think you'd want it
No, I don't think you'd want it
I know all the cracks on the ceiling
Memorize everywhere the paint is peeling
Trace my body down on the carpet
Try to tell myself that I haven't lost it
(That I haven't lost it)
I don't know why I'm wasting my time
Trying to get it right
Another trip around the sun
And I'm still coming undone
Thought I'd have it figured out by now
I'm upside down and I don't know where to run
Another day slipping away
But I keep putting on a face
Thought I'd have it figured out by now
I'm upside down, screaming "I'm okay"
On the way down in a spiral
Nervous I've been going for quite a while
Let me know when it's safe to come out
Losing track of how long I've been in the house
I don't know why I'm wasting my time
Trying to get it right
Another trip around the sun
And I'm still coming undone
Thought I'd have it figured out by now
I'm upside down and I don't know where to run
Another day slipping away
But I keep putting on a face
Thought I'd have it figured out by now
I'm upside down, screaming "I'm okay"
I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay