Say what you saw in your dream last night
What you wanna become now
I'm not sure if it's a revelation from God or a whisper from the devil
No one knows the answer
I can't see right way
What should I say?
Time was not always on my side
It's disappearing in my mind
Unfortunately, there is no one who can help me now
It would be better if they just kept their mouths shut
I'll never be there
Just kill myself
Maybe my name is not in the book
Every day new doubts arise and blind me
Where can I find the stars that I need?
Am I the only one who didn't hear?
Where is the star that I should follow?
Am I standing on the road to the gate of truth or to the gate of hell flame?
How can I know?
Tell me the story of that cruel day
There are too many things I do not know
Navigate me
I'm not okay
How could I say? It is nonsense
I will live continuously like a parasite in your brain in the bottle
I know that I don't have much time
Why did you let me dream in that short life?
Shut your mouth if you want to talk about the fake love of this universe again
Why should I live toward your faith?
Step aside before me
I'm not done yet
This could end in a moment without pain
Like crossing railroad without signal light
But why am I still hesitant?
'Cause I know that day will come like a thief
I'm preparing to abandon my last conscience that I had from the beginning
I won't say bye
'Cause I don't want to become unable to reach heaven or hell
Now is the time to move
I hope no one imitates this madness the same way
But someone will follow this madness
I'm gonna clear away these messy things in front of me now
I'm gonna step on and pass through everything blocking my way
Where is the star that I should follow?
Am I standing on the road to the gate of truth or to the gate of hell flame?
How can I know?
Tell me the story of that cruel day
There are too many things I do not know
Navigate me
I'm not okay
How could I say? It is nonsense
I will live continuously like a parasite in your brain in the bottle
I know that I don't have much time
Why did you let me dream in that short life?
Shut your mouth if you want to talk about the fake love of this universe again
Why should I live toward your faith?
Step aside before me
I'm not done yet
This could end in a moment without pain
Like crossing railroad without signal light
But why am I still hesitant?
'Cause I know that day will come like a thief
I'm preparing to abandon my last conscience that I had from the beginning
I won't say bye
'Cause I don't want to become unable to reach heaven or hell
I had to lose many things because I was afraid of invisible things
The things I wanted to take
The words I wanted to say
Now I won't be afraid of fate and I won't give up everything again