My guardian angel
My only guide
You never give up
You never left me
I tried so hard
I was so hopeless
This constant curse it뭩 everlasting
Drops on the window
Tears on my face
Words on a paper and the cold of this room
I뭭e think about it
Infinite times
And many nights I prayed not to wake up
I made my decision
I뭢 writing this words
A cowardly goodbye
There is no other way
The enemy within
Has finally won his war
I refused
The life you gave me
I despised
Every moment
Mother please forgive me
You don뭪 deserved this additional pain
I should ask for your help
But this time it would have been so useless
There뭩 nothing left to say
And there뭩 nothing here for me to fight for
Time has come for me to leave
Don뭪 you cry now I뭢 ready for the grave