"I don't want to see I'll drown so deep
I can't even stand myself
I don't want to fall down and spit at me
I just want to tell myself I'm awake yeah
I don't want to sleep my eyes still shut
Don't you want to down on me
I don't let anyone tell me this pain is for free
Oh oh I am not awake yeah
Try
Take
You know I'm not still awake
Yeah
Try
Take
You know I'm not still awake
Open up your black hole I'll feel you from the inside
It teaches me to fear me I know
Let it be a lesson you know you've been warned, oh oh
I am not awake yeah
Try
Take
You know I'm not still awake
Yeah
Try
Take
You know I'm not still awake
I don't want to feel this way
I don't want to feel this way
I don't want to feel this way
I don't want to feel
I don't want to feel this way
I don't want to feel this way
I don't want to feel this way
I don't want to feel
Don't you feel ashamed to peel back my skin
And hide me away
I don't mind if you say so
I am not awake yeah
Try
Take
You know, I'm not still awake
Yeah
Try
Take
You know I'm not still awake
I'm awake
I'm awake
I'm awake
I'm awake
"