All the time I have layed in your love
When your love kept me safe through the night
All the time I was sure you were mine
And before time demands our goodbye
Can you sing me a last lullaby
Its been a while since I last dreamt
Barely remember what its like to dream
Finding it hard to get to sleep too stressed
And there aint anyone to sing a lullaby to me
Pretend shit doesnt get to me
And I suffer in silence when Im hurting
A mans problems are his own
And its my burden
Tossing and turning trying to get to sleep
But I find it hard to switch off
when my minds working
I ponder on things I shouldnt ponder on
Off the rails my train of thoughts wandering
Sick of pretending to be so happy
All the while my anxietys away at me
My skin crawling I look up to the sky
And it falls the walls close in and its
As if all the good in my life disappears
In an instant that thing is just so distant
So seeing the ones who I love
the ones who love me
But I dont wanna tell em
how I feel in case they judge me
Its just me wish I could let somebody in
But I aint ever been too trusting
All the time I have layed in your love
When your love kept me safe through the night
All the time I was sure you were mine
And before time demands our goodbye
Can you sing me a last lullaby
Ive barely had any sleep when I get up
Sick of all these nightmares and these night terrors
Like its only when Im in heaven that I sleep better
Might sleep better when I get up Im weak
It just makes my day harder I wonder if
It wouldve been any different
if I had a father that I knew
Could it have helped shape the way that I grew
But the point of things I never have went from
Being a reason for the things that I do
To just being an excuse that Id use
Ive gotta take responsibility for the things I do
Find something other than negativity for my fuel
But I feed off it even when I dont seem bothered
I hide everything thats going on inside
Guess its been a while
since Ive been honest I need help
But I deny it and even lie to myself like Im fine
All the time I have layed in your love
When your love kept me safe through the night
All the time I was sure you were mine
And before time demands our goodbye
Can you sing me a last lullaby
I just wish someone would tell me it would be OK
But pessimism leads me to believe that it wont
To see even a glimmer of hope in the darkness
Is hard and depression is a slippery slope
I dont wanna do what my dad did with a rope though
So I carry on even though its hard to
The only thing thats definite is death
and things always change
As long as you give em a chance to
All the time I have layed in your love
When your love kept me safe through the night
All the time I was sure you were mine
And before time demands our goodbye
Can you sing me a last lullaby
Can you sing me a last lullaby
All the time I have layed in your love
When your love kept me safe through the night
All the time I was sure you were mine
And before time demands our goodbye
Can you sing me a last lullaby