I don't know why I even try
'Cause you don't want this no more
I would rather leave before I hurt you
And I would have died long ago
if I didn't have my faith
I see you're starting to hate me
I see it in your face
My home don't feel like home
Just like my heart it's empty
Changed the number on your phone
So when I call you ain't gotta listen
And all your girls
think that I ain't shit
And they the same
ones lost in the club
Them bitches is basic
Now I'm number one that's lost in love
Girl I can't take it
I'm on my knees
You're gonna see a grown man cry
I won't lie
I'm starting to hate me
A little more and more each day
I don't know me
It's like I can't get out of my own way
And you don't love me
you don't love me
If I knew better I would do better
Looking at the names on your list
and I can't find me
I'm deep underwater
are you gon' let me drown
I see you're happy now
You're the life
of the party acting out
Ain't seen you in months
you ain't call me once
And all your boys say
that I ain't shit
And they the same
ones lost in the club
Them niggas is basic
And I'm the one who lost in love
And I can't take it
I'm on my knees
Don't you hate to see me cry
I won't lie
I'm starting to hate me
A little more and more each day
I don't know me
It's like I can't get
out of my own way
And you don't love me
you don't love me
If I knew better I would do better
Thinking 'bout you and
I thinking 'bout you and I
My heart's beating
in slow motion knowing
that it's a lie
Thoughts got me
thinking 'bout suicide
Baby this is do or die
When you told me it's over
Ain't no point in being sober
All I wanna do is fade away
I hope that God forgives me
'Cause I know you
ain't gon' miss me
Baby girl I won't try to say
my goodbyes
You ain't gotta shed a tear for me
Baby girl don't cry
I'm starting to hate me
A little more and more each day
I don't know me
It's like I can't get
out of my own way
And you don't love me
you don't love me
If I knew better I would do better
I would do better
I would do better
I would do better
I would do better
I would do better
I would do better
I would do better
I would do better