I can’t cut off
always absurd
just too used to thinking about u
trying to cut into pieces
and burn things about u
ghosting and being left on read
wanna ask u
what's gonna happen if i love u
being a salve
for obsessions all about u
should I kill it
or should I push it
just like pussies
people say they learn how to love
without even seeing ones
I was foolish to think I won’t love u
anymore if I stop seeing u
I hate loving u without even seeing u
now without even seeing u now
I can’t find any reason to love u yet
but still hovering
on these empty feelings
fake loving
you’re not even charming
it's just an illusion
obvious obsession
was nothing every part
of my life was tiny
couldn’t see any entity
I wasn't even one ounce of a matter
no matter how harmful
was only thing I could
treading water
fill the emptiness just stay alive
no matter how harmful
was only thing I could
treading water
fill the emptiness just stay alive
you’re the only one
who’d be a savior
lotta guiltiness u never wanted
u’ll never know it
u’ll never know it
u’ll never know it
u’ll never know it
u’ll never know it
u’ll never know it
I can’t cut off
always absurd
just too used to thinking about u
trying to cut into pieces
and burn things about u
ghosting and being left on read
wanna ask u
what's gonna happen if i love u
being a salve
for obsessions all about u
should I kill it
or should I push it
just like pussies