guess i'm back on my bullshit
they ain't thought that i'd pull it off
but i kept on pushing
now i'm proving them wrong;
not that it matters, but really
i needed to prove myself right
jumped the ladder so clearly
i wasnt afraid of the heights
the only thing that i fear
is what i'm capable of
thought about disappearing
but i can't give it up
i'm in a whole nother tier
ain't none of these rappers
could touch me
that pretty voice yall been hearing
could very easily turn ugly, ah
the only thing that i fear
is what i'm capable of
the thought of you disappear
when push comes to shove
i'm trying my best
but i'm afraid
the blood on my hands
can't be washed away
i hate when i sink into the void
i hate when i give into the noise
i'm trying my best
but i'm afraid
the blood on my hands
can't be washed away
hate myself so *ucking much
i think i love it
if they bury me 6 feet deep
i'd still be above em
drank so *ucking much
i think my feelings numb again
hate or love it ain't no difference
still don't *uck with em
gave you every single thing
you could think of
but still it ain't enough
i'll never be enough
crossed out every single thing
i could dream of
left with mania
all that's left is mania
the only thing that i fear
is what i'm capable of
the thought of you disappear
when push comes to shove
i'm trying my best
but i'm afraid
the blood on my hands
can't be washed away
i wouldn't be here
if i had a choice
starting to make sense
of the noise
i try my best
but i'm afraid
the voice in my head
is here to stay