Absentmindedly saying affirmations
Try to smother all the negative vibrations
Three years of CBT,
ometimes twice a week
Healing must’ve thought
I wasn’t worthy to receive Guess
I’m paying up my karmic reparations
Stuck in the in between Of
burn out and apathy And what a joy it’d bring
If I could feel all the way empty
Stuck in the in between Of
burn out and apathy And what a joy it’d bring
If I could feel all the way empty
Fell on top the sword
Of unattained perfection Still tried
Even when I saw the rows of skeletons
The stock in what I’m worth
Inflates with the hurt
Got a healthy appetite to eat my just desserts
I’m an anemic, former bulimic, hell of a demon
Stuck in the in between Of
burn out and apathy And what a joy it’d bring
If I could feel all the way empty
Stuck in the in between Of burn out and apathy
And what a joy it’d bring
If I could feel all the way empty
Out of alignment don’t know
If I was ever inside it
But oh what a joy it’d bring
If I could feel all the way empty
Imagination , won’t you come in
You left when I was child,
I never saw you again Folding over,
mindless fodder
Same old feeling sorry for myself
to which I contend
Imagination , won’t you come in
You left when I was child,
I never saw you again Folding over,
mindless fodder
Same old feeling sorry for myself
to which I contend
Stuck in the in between Of
burn out and apathy And what a joy it’d bring
If I could feel all the way empty
Out of alignment don’t know
If I was ever inside it
But oh what a joy it’d bring
If I could feel all the way empty