I didnt mean to be
The fuel in your fire
At least i’m keeping you warm in my arms
You always come to me
Come to me crying
I cant sit on the sideline anymore
But I’m honored, you think I’m stronger than I am
You paint me as your leader
Even when its washed away
Even when I say I need you
When I say i’m not okay
Guess I’ll only be the leader
Every single day
It’s a burden that I’m bleeding
So I cover it in paint
Its not mutual, this love
Cause I’d do anything for ya
But I’m selfish if I’m helpless
On the floor
Can’t do this anymore
Can’t be your leader
I’m problematic
I’m in trouble again
Mess with my friends, and I’m gonna have to face ya
And if by magic
I’m on the other end
I’m always left alone I know I’ll be nameless
But I’m honored
you think I’m stronger
than I am, cause
You paint me as your leader
Even when its washed away
Even when I say I need you
When I say i’m not okay
Guess I’ll only be the leader
Every single day
It’s a burden that I’m bleeding
So I cover it in paint
Its not mutual, this love
Cuz I’d do anything for ya
But I’m selfish if I’m helpless
On the floor
And I’m so damn close, you know
I see the door
I hate to draw a blank on what
I’m fighting for
If only you cared for me
A little bit more
You would never ignore me
Cuz I’m painted as your leader
Even when its washed away
Even when I say I need you
When I say i’m not okay
Guess I’ll only be the leader
Every single day
It’s a burden that I’m bleeding
So I cover it in paint
Its not mutual, this love
Cuz I’d do anything for ya
But I’m selfish if I’m helpless
On the floor
Can’t do this anymore
Can’t be your leader