Ta ra ra ra ra ra ra ra ta
Laying in this
bed with this man
I know it's sex
but I wish it was more
Praying when he
get out this bed
He'll feel the same way
he did oh
But I know good damn well
when he walks out that door
I ain't gonna hear from
him anymore
Cause if I let him do it
I did it to myself
And I was so dumb
I need it
I need some help
Cause all
that I can see is that
she is prettier than me
Damn I wish I had her body
I can hear my self esteem
I don't like me me
And I don't feel so pretty today
This mirror don't
look the same
I thought I liked
the woman I was
But people keep
saying change
Maybe they're right
I made amends all my life
I don't know where are we
I lost my sight
Cause if I let him do it
I did it to myself
And I was so dumb
I need it
I need some help
Cause all
that I can see is that
she is prettier than me
Damn I wish I had her body
I can hear my self esteem
I don't like me me