Red is my favorite color, red like your mother's eyes after awhile of crying about how you don't love her. She says ？？짖€？？"I know I don't deserve supervised sight of her, but each day becomes a blur without my daughter.？？짖€？？？？ Fall is my favorite season, like falling to reasoning why you crashed from on high. She says ？？짖€？？"Why is my life so uneven, and what have I done right but given you your life if after I led you on into that bar room?？？짖€？？？？ ？？짖€？？"Yes？？짖€？？？？ is my favorite answer. I took a dancer home, she felt so alone. We stayed up all night in the kitchen doing my dishes, on and on until the dawn. She said ？？짖€？？"I know it's easy to have me, but I have seen some things that I can't even tell to my family pictures,？？짖€？？？？ and ？？짖€？？"I'm full of fictions and fucking addictions？？짖€？？？？ and ？？짖€？？"I miss my mother.？？짖€？？？？ She'll never know I could never forget her. If I could write her a letter, I'd try with every line to say ？？짖€？？"She still remembers your touch. And I know that it's not much, but you still haven't lost