[Chorus]
Everything's been falling right through my hands
My hands, my hands
You should leave it all behind you
I can't, I can't, I can't (R-A-V)
[Verse 1]
Pull up in a straw hat, in a ghillie suit
Nails done, gun cocked, T-B-H I'm feeling cute
Navigating hell in a silly mood type beat
Oft treated unkindly
Not sure why I really do
I've been taking acid, I've been taking shrooms
Posted up in vacant rooms
Tryna find an exit, but
There just ain't no breaking through
State the truth
I don't make the rules nor do I embrace the rules
I break them then I break and snooze
I pray my fall don't break my noose
Rinse my skull
Upgrade every lеns I can
I don't need more friends wish I was closer with thе friends I have
Wish I had a better grasp on myself perhaps
Wish my meds could last forever
I should stop questioning that
But instead of that I'm humbling
Everything's tumbling down
Life's been humbling
It ain't been fucking around
I'm feeling numb again
But who gon' come for me now?
When I stop functioning
And you're no longer around
[Chorus]
Everything's been falling right through my hands
My hands, my hands
You should leave it all behind you
I can't, I can't, I can't
[Verse 2]
Heart got broken
Car got broke in
Hand got bit
Scars reopened
Summer came and taught me hope
Then went and left and robbed my whole head
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I'm becoming a ghost
I'm still in the eye of the storm
Chilling I ride in its throws
Loosing my grip on the clock
Thing is the light
My past keeps kicking my ass
Present been slapping the face
I live convinced there's a chance
My future holds peace in its place
I ain't got nothing to lose
Seriously, what do I have left?
Feet been slipped out my shoes
Weight taken out of my steps
Cross the water I must until I find footing again
Leave but myself on the shore and built what I couldn't back then
I have to find my eyes, I can't keep living in y'alls
Staying inside of this loop ain't my intention at all
I can feel my hands touch
Scarcely I can still see
Once I've had some time to rest, I know I'll rebuild me
[Chorus]
Everything's been falling right through my hands
My hands, my hands
You should leave it all behind you
I can't, I can't, I-
[Outro]
What are you doing here?
Are you not embarrassed?
I mean- look at you
You are disgusting