I hear rain falling on my window
There's not a cloud in the sky
Wide awake, can't sleep at night
I lost my goddamn mind
I'm fucked up and I'm ruining my life
Don't leave me now
I promise I won't let you down again
I'll figure it out just tryna let you in
Tell myself I'm never good enough
I've been listening to the voices in my head
And they tell me no one give a fuck
Hear them whisper I'll be better off when I'm dead
So please don't leave me alone
I just can't be on my own
Cause the quiet too loud
Yeah, the quiet too loud
And all these meds made me numb
But you taste good on my tongue
Thinking maybe you the one
But I know you not the one
I hear rain falling on my window
There's not a cloud in the sky
Wide awake, can't sleep at night
I lost my goddamn mind
I'm fucked up and I'm ruining my life