You know I been
No, no
No, no
You gotta know I been, girl
I'm sayin' "Heaven, I cannot afford it"
I know I'm wrong but I won't listen
I know it's really not important (Not)
I said to myself "Why would I lie?"
I said "My bitch is always bone-picking"
I said "She always bone-picking to me"
I'm looking at a red flag all night
Starin' at the light, it's not a green light
I know that I'm the man in love
I know that I'm the man in love
'Cause she always playin' with me
I know that she is bad enough
I know that she is bad for me, she's bad for me
I live in my room, dig in the school
If I could be somebody else just for a day, I'll take the back seat
I think about the times I was young
I think it's always greener on the other side (Oh no, no)
Yeah I would be thinkin' 'bout the man I would be
Thinkin' bout the time I was seventeen, I could've been anything, anything
I tell my mama sorry 'cause I threw it away
I had to leave home for a long time
I said, "My father yelling at me every night"
It's true, we didn't get along
I had to pick the pieces up, had to start a tone
I had to smack him in his face and told him, "Leave me alone"
Told him, "Leave me alone," told him, "Leave me alone"
You don't gotta be toxic, you been sellin' drugs and that's a hot topic
You brought my family to pieces so can you stop it?
Can you stop it? Daddy, now, daddy, now
I'm sayin' "Heaven, I cannot afford it"
I know I'm wrong but I won't listen
I know it's really not important (Not)
I said to myself "Why would I lie?"
I'm sayin' "Heaven, I cannot afford it"
I know I'm wrong but I won't listen
I know it's really not important (Not)
I said to myself "Why would I lie?"