When it doesn’t feel hard
I wonder if it’s deserved
And if I wasn’t made to suffer
Was it really earned
I get scared when it’s not difficult
Cause then what did I learn
Feeling unease in the calm
Wondering when it’s my turn
I hate watching the ones I love going through it
Wishing with every fibre I could undo it
Things going well for me but under the surface the guilt is brewing
Living my life
Is that what I should be doing
Happiness is complicated when my families peace is all I’m craving
Why is it that Joy seems to evade us
Just make it easy lord I’m praying
Things could be so easy
But if it was would I want
Or would I just run from it
Would it really be worth it
Things could never be so easy
Cause if it was I wouldn’t want it
I know that I would just run from it
It just wouldn’t be worth it
My proximity to pain won’t allow me peace
I don’t wanna look around my table and see empty seats
Labouring to get this fruit so we all can eat
I know we all deserve to pursue happiness
But how do we keep a firm grasp on it
Until all of our people can share in it
Cause for all of us to win
One of us got to begin
So I’m dropping to my knees
Begging the Almighty please
Make me worthy
Of the blessings bestowed on me
That I may bless my loves accordingly
Cause for all of us to win
One of us got to begin
Things could be so easy
But if it was would I want
Or would I just run from it
Would it really be worth it
Things could never be so easy
Cause if it was I wouldn’t want it
I know that I would just run from it
It just wouldn’t be worth it
More Grace
More Hope
More Faith
More Joy
More Peace
More Love
You deserve all of the above
You don’t have to be so strong
You don’t have to carry it all
(All, All, All, All, All, All, All)
Things could be so easy (easy)
But if it was would I want (want it)
Or would I just run from it (from it)
Would it really be worth it
Things could never be so easy (easy)
Cause if it was I wouldn’t want it (want it)
I know that I would just run from it (from it)
It just wouldn’t be worth it