Tonight I let myself cry
I wish I could know why
Now I sit chest is shaking
It is starting again
Fuck it
You're gonna make me say it
You broke my heart and
I'll never be the same it
Hurts like fuck and it ruined everything
Single tear
Single tear
Single tear
Must be nice
I need to find a finish line
I need eternal quiet time
Must be nice for you to pass it by
Drop in for a moment, but not even know it
I let the loss live
I don't think it's ever stopping
You just gotta let the loss live, integrate it
Better to hate you than to miss you
Better to forget you than forgive you
I thought I loved you but I lived you
You were the goggles that I saw through
Now I live far off
I get sentimental but it's not much
Tonight I walked past our old date spot
And what you used to call the rat block
I'm a believer 'cause my bikes got pegs and streamers
I learned from the best to use spit and shine it on my chest
Am I allowed to be high all weekend?
If I wasn't the day before?
I am me
I was then
Also me
Way back when
Am I allowed to be high all weekend?
If I wasn't the day before?
I am me
I was then
Also me
Way back when